With cities on their flanks-thou read the book! And every margin scribbled, crost, and cramm'd With comment, densest condensation, hard And two fair babes, and went to distant lands; Was one year gone, and on returning found Not two but three? there lay the reckling, one To mind and eye; but the long sleepless But one hour old! What said the happy nights Of my long life have made it easy to me. And none can read the text, not even I; And none can read the comment but myself; And in the comment did I find the charm. Assay it on some one of the Table Round, And all because ye dream they babble of you.' And Vivien, frowning in true anger, said: 'What dare the full-fed liars say of me? They ride abroad redressing human wrongs! They sit with knife in meat and wine in horn! They bound to holy vows of chastity! Were I not woman, I could tell a tale. But you are man, you well can understand The shame that cannot be explain'd for shame. Not one of all the drove should touch me: swine !' Then answer'd Merlin careless of her words: 'You breathe but accusation vast and vague, To catch a loathly plume fall'n from the wing Of that foul bird of rapine whose whole prey Is man's good name: he never wrong'd his bride. Spleen-born, I think, and proofless. If I know the tale. An angry gust of wind Puff'd out his torch among the myriadroom'd ye know, Set up the charge ye know, to stand or fall!' And Vivien answer'd frowning wrathfully: 'O ay, what say ye to Sir Valence, him Whose kinsman left him watcher o'er his wife And many-corridor'd complexities own; And wearied out made for the couch and slept, A stainless man beside a stainless maid; And either slept, nor knew of other there; Till the high dawn piercing the royal rose In Arthur's casement glimmer'd chastely down, Blushing upon them blushing, and at once He rose without a word and parted from her: But when the thing was blazed about the court, The brute world howling forced them into bonds, And as it chanced they are happy, being pure.' 'O ay,' said Vivien, 'that were likely too. What say ye then to fair Sir Percivale And of the horrid foulness that he wrought, The saintly youth, the spotless lamb of Christ, Or some black wether of St. Satan's fold. What, in the precincts of the chapel-yard, Among the knightly brasses of the graves, And by the cold Hic Jacets of the dead!' And Merlin answer'd careless of her charge, 'A sober man is Percivale and pure; But once in life was fluster'd with new wine, Then paced for coolness in the chapelyard; Where one of Satan's shepherdesses caught And meant to stamp him with her master's mark; And that he sinn'd is not believable ; Traitor or true? that commerce with the Queen, I ask you, is it clamour'd by the child, Or whisper'd in the corner? do ye know it ?' To which he answer'd sadly, 'Yea,! know it. Sir Lancelot went ambassador, at first, To fetch her, and she watch'd him from her walls. A rumour runs, she took him for the King, So fixt her fancy on him: let them be. But have ye no one word of loyal praise For Arthur, blameless King and stainless man?' She answer'd with a low and chuckling laugh: 'Man! is he man at all, who knows and winks? Sees what his fair bride is and does, and winks? By which the good King means to blind himself, And blinds himself and all the Table Round To all the foulness that they work. Myself Could call him (were it not for womanhood) The pretty, popular name such manhood earns, Could call him the main cause of all their crime; Yea, were he not crown'd King, coward, and fool.' Then Merlin to his own heart, loathing, said: 'O true and tender! O my liege and King! selfless man and stainless gentleman, Who wouldst against thine own eye-wit ness fain Have all men true and leal, all women pure; How, in the mouths of base interpreters, From over-fineness not intelligible To things with every sense as false and foul As the poach'd filth that floods the middle street, Is thy white blamelessness accounted blame!' But Vivien, deeming Merlin overborne By instance, recommenced, and let her tongue Rage like a fire among the noblest names, Her words had issue other than she will'd. He dragg'd his eyebrow bushes down, and made A snowy penthouse for his hollow eyes, And mutter'd in himself, 'Tell her the charm! So, if she had it, would she rail on me To snare the next, and if she have it not So will she rail. What did the wanton say? "Not mount as high; "" we scarce can sink as low: For men at most differ as Heaven and earth, But women, worst and best, as Heaven and Hell. I know the Table Round, my friends of old; All brave, and many generous, and some chaste. She cloaks the scar of some repulse with lies; I well believe she tempted them and fail'd, Being so bitter for fine plots may fail, Tho' harlots paint their talk as well as face With colours of the heart that are not theirs. I will not let her know: nine tithes of times Face-flatterer and backbiter are the same. And they, sweet soul, that most impute a crime Are pronest to it, and impute themselves, Wanting the mental range; or low desire Not to feel lowest makes them level all; Yea, they would pare the mountain to the plain, To leave an equal baseness; and in this Are harlots like the crowd, that if they find Some stain or blemish in a name of note, Not grieving that their greatest are so small, He spoke in words part heard, in whispers part, Half-suffocated in the hoary fell And many-winter'd fleece of throat and chin. But Vivien, gathering somewhat of his mood, And hearing 'harlot' mutter'd twice or thrice, Leapt from her session on his lap, and stood Stiff as a viper frozen; loathsome sight, How from the rosy lips of life and love, Flash'd the bare-grinning skeleton of death! White was her cheek; sharp breaths of anger puff'd Her fairy nostril out; her hand halfclench'd Went faltering sideways downward to her belt, And feeling; had she found a dagger there (For in a wink the false love turns to hate) She would have stabb'd him; but she found it not : His eye was calm, and suddenly she took 'O crueller than was ever told in tale, Or sung in song! O vainly lavish'd love! O cruel, there was nothing wild or strange, Or seeming shameful-for what shame in love, So love be true, and not as yours isnothing Poor Vivien had not done to win his trust Who call'd her what he call'd her-all her crime, All--all the wish to prove him wholly hers.' Call'd her to shelter in the hollow oak, 'Come from the storm,' and having no reply, Gazed at the heaving shoulder, and the face She mused a little, and then clapt her | Hand-hidden, as for utmost grief or Kill'd with a word worse than a life of And as the cageling newly flown returns, Who loved to make men darker than they About her, more in kindness than in love, She paused, she turn'd away, she hung Thrice than have ask'd it once- - could her head, make me stay The snake of gold slid from her hair, the That proof of trust-so often ask'd in (For now the storm was close above them) | Had yielded, told her all the charm, and And call'd him dear protector in her fright, Nor yet forgot her practice in her fright, But wrought upon his mood and hugg'd him close. The pale blood of the wizard at her touch Took gayer colours, like an opal warm'd. She blamed herself for telling hearsay tales : She shook from fear, and for her fault she wept Of petulancy; she call'd him lord and liege, Her seer, her bard, her silver star of eve, Her God, her Merlin, the one passionate love Of her whole life; and ever overhead |