From slumber he had started, shaking off Dreams of the chace, to share the actual joy; The eye, whose recognition he was wont
To watch and welcome with exultant tongue.
A coming step, unheard by Roderick, roused His watchful ear, and turning he beheld Siverian. Father, said the good old man, As Theron rose and fawn'd about his knees, Hast thou some charm, which draws about thee thus The hearts of all our house,.. even to the beast That lacks discourse of reason, but too oft, With uncorrupted feeling and dumb faith, Puts lordly man to shame?.. The king replied, 'Tis that mysterious sense by which mankind To fix their friendships and their loves are led, And which with fainter influence doth extend To such poor things as this. As we put off The cares and passions of this fretful world, be too that we thus far approach
To elder nature, and regain in part
The privilege through sin in Eden lost.
The timid hare soon learns that she may trust
The solitary penitent, and birds
Will light upon the hermit's harmless hand.
Thus Roderick answered in excursive speech, Thinking to draw the old man's mind from what Might touch him else too nearly, and himself Disposed to follow on the lure he threw, As one whom such imaginations led
Out of the world of his own miseries. But to regardless ears his words were given, For on the dog Siverian gazed the while, Pursuing his own thoughts. Thou hast not felt, Exclaimed the old man, the earthquake and the storm; The kingdom's overthrow, the wreck of Spain,
The ruin of thy royal master's house,
Have reached not thee!.. Then turning to the King,
When the destroying enemy drew nigh
Toledo, he continued, and we fled
Before their fury, even while her grief
Was fresh, my Mistress would not leave behind This faithful creature. Well we knew she thought Of Roderick then, although she named him not ; For never since the fatal certainty
Fell on us all, hath that unhappy name,
Save in her prayers, been known to pass her lips Before this day. She names him now,
But now her tears are tears of thankfulness,
For blessed hath thy coming been to her
And all who loved the King.
Here failed him, and he paused: recovering soon,
When that poor injured Lady, he pursued, Did in my presence to the Prince absolve
The unhappy King.....
Absolve him! Roderick cried,
And in that strong emotion turned his face Sternly toward Siverian, for the sense
Of shame and self-reproach drove from his mind All other thoughts. The good old man replied, Of human judgements humanly I speak. Who knows not what Pelayo's life hath been? Not happier in all dear domestic ties, Than worthy for his virtue of the bliss
Which is that virtue's fruit; and yet did he Absolve, upon Florinda's tale, the King. Siverian, thus he said, what most I hoped,
And still within my secret heart believed,
Is now made certain. Roderick hath been. More sinned against than sinning. And with that He claspt his hands, and, lifting them to Heaven, Cried, Would to God that he were yet alive! For not more gladly did I draw my sword Against Witiza in our common cause,
Than I would fight beneath his banners now, And vindicate his name!
The Prince? Pelayo? in astonishment
Roderick exclaimed... He said it, quoth the old man. None better knew his kinsman's noble heart,
None loved him better, none bewailed him more: And as he felt, like me, for his reproach
A deeper grief than for his death, even so He cherished in his heart the constant thought Something was yet untold, which, being known, Would palliate his offence, and make the fall Of one till then so excellently good, Less monstrous, less revolting to belief, More to be pitied, more to be forgiven.
While thus he spake, the fallen King felt his face Burn, and his blood flow fast. Down, guilty thoughts! Firmly he said within his soul; lie still,
Thou heart of flesh! I thought thou hadst been quelled, And quelled thou shalt be! Help me, O my God, That I may crucify this inward foe!
Yea, thou hast helped me, Father! I am strong, O Saviour, in thy strength.
His inward supplications, the old man
Eyed him with frequent and unsteady looks. He had a secret trembling on his lips,
And hesitated, still irresolute
In utterance to embody the dear hope: Fain would he have it strengthened and assured By this concording judgement, yet he feared To have it chilled in cold accoil. At length Venturing, he brake with interrupted speech The troubled silence. Father Maccabee, I cannot rest till I have laid my heart Open before thee. When Pelayo wished That his poor kinsman were alive to rear His banner once again, a sudden thought..
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