I wandered midst the silent wood, And sought the greenest, coolest glade, And strove to lead my heart to drink Between our souls and bodies wrought; To quench my passionate dreams of thee A while in that philosophy. Yet, all the while, thine image bright And every leaf and every tree Seemed quivering with beams of thee. Beloved! I will strive no more! Thine image, in vice-regal power, Shall ruling sit all memories o'er, Throned in my heart, until the hour When thou thyself shalt come again, Restoring there thine olden reign. SEEKING. BY DORA GREENWELL. "AND where, and among what pleasant places, Have ye been, that ye come again, With your laps so full of flowers, and your faces Like buds blown fresh after rain?" "We have been," said the children, speaking For we thought they are only hidden They would surely never go As they did when they and the world For the lily its white doors closes, But only over the bee, And we looked through the summer roses, But yet rolled up we shall find them With gossamer threads to bind them; They will dart like the butterfly From its tomb. So we went forth seeking; Yet still they have kept unseen, Though we think our feet have been keeping For we saw where their dance went flying And they too have had their losses; That we quite forgot we were seeking; Forgot all the stories olden, That we hear round the fire at night, Of their gifts and their favors golden, The sunshine was so bright; And the flowers-we found so many, It almost made us grieve To think there were some, sweet as any, As we left by the brookside lying, And brought (after all our trying) "Then, O!" I heard one speaking Beside me, soft and low, "I have been, like the blessed children, seeking, Still seeking, high and low; But not, like them, for the Fairies; They might pass unmourned away For me, that had looked on angels, If it might but keep them here; They staid but a while to rest them; Long, long before its close, From my feast, though I mourned and pressed them, The radiant guests arose; And their flitting wings struck sadness And silence; never more Hath my soul won back the gladness No, I mourned not for the Fairies; When I had seen hopes decay, That through shade and sunny weather But my care was not availing; I found their sweetness gone; I saw their bright tints paling; They died yet I lived on." Yet seeking, ever seeking, Like the children, I have won A guerdon all undreamed of When first my quest begun; |