See here, my doing: curves of mountain, (bridge, Boat, island, ruins of a castle, built Of mellow brickwork on a isle of bowers. O me, my pleasant rambles by the lake With Edwin Morris and with Edward Bull The curate; he was fatter than his cure. But Edwin Morris, he that knew the names, Long learned names of agaric, moss and fern, Who forged a thousand theories of the rocks, Who taught me how to skate, to row, to (swim, Who read me rhymes elaborately good, call'd him Crichton, for he His own (seem'd All-perfect, finish'd to the finger nail. And once I ask'd him of his early life, And his first passion; and he answer'd me: And well his words became him: was he not A full-cell'd honeycomb of eloquence Stored from all flowers? Poet-like he spoke. My love for Nature is as old as I: Of different ages, like twin-sisters grew, To some full music rose and sank the sun, And some full music seem'd to move and (change With all the varied changes of the dark, And either twilight and the day between; For daily hope fulfill'd, to rise again Revolving toward fulfilment, made it sweet To walk, to sit, to sleep,to wake,to breathe." Or this or something like to this he spoke. Then said the fat-faced curate Edward Bull, ,,I take it, God made the woman for the man, And for the good and increase of the world. A pretty face is well, and this is well, To have a dame indoors, that trims us up, And keeps us tight; but these unreal ways Seem but the theme of writers, and indeed Worn threadbare. Man is made of solid stuff. I say, God made the woman for the man, And for the good and increase of the world. 1 ask'd him half-sardonically. "Give? Give all thou art, he answer'd, and a light Of laughter dimpled in his swarthy cheek: "I would have hid her needle in my heart, To save her little finger from a scratch No deeper than the skin: my ears could hear Her lightest breaths: her least remark was (worth The experience of the wise. I went and came; Her voice fled always thro' the summer land I spoke her name alone. Thrice-happy days! The flower of each, those moments when (we met, The crown of all, we met to part no more. Were not his words delicious, I a beast To take them as I did? but something jarr'd; Whether he spoke too largely; that there (seem'd A touch of something false, some self-con(ceit, Or over-smoothness: howsoe'er it was, ,,Friend Edwin, do not think yourself alone But you can talk: yours is a kindly vein: I have, I think,- Heaven knows-as much (within; Have, or should have, but for a thought or (two, That like a purple beech among the greens God made the woman for the use of man, And for the good and increase of the world." And I and Edwin laugh'd; and now we (paused About the windings of the marge to hear But, when the bracken rusted on their crags, Clung to the lake. I boated over, ran The Sweet-Gale rustle round the shelving (keel; And out I stept, and up I crept: she moved, Like Proserpine in Enna, gathering flowers: Then low and sweet I whistled thrice: and, (she, She tun'd, we closed, we kiss'd, swore faith, (I breathed In some new planet: a silent cousin stole Embracing, all at once a score of pugs Go" (shrill'd the cotton-spinning chorus); ,,him!" I choked. Again they shriek'd the burthen(Him! Again with hands of wild rejection,,Go! - It seems I broke a close with force and arms: I turn'd once more, close-button'd to the (storm: So left the place, left Edwin, nor have seen Him since, nor heard of her, nor cared to (hear. Nor cared to hear? perhaps : yet long ago I have pardon'd little Letty; not indeed, It may be, for her own dear sake but this, She seems a part of those fresh days to me; For in the dust and drouth of London life She moves among my visions of the lake, While the prime swallow dips his wing, or (then While the gold-lily blows, and overhead The light cloud smoulders on the summer (crag. ST. SIMEON STYLITES. Unfit for earth, unfit for heaven, scarce meet Have mercy, Lord, and take away my sin, Let this avail,just, dreadful, mighty God, This not be all in vain, that thrice ten years, Thrice multiplied by superhuman pangs, In hungers and in thirsts, fevers and cold, In coughs, aches, stitches, ulcerous throes (and cramps, A sign betwixt the meadow and the cloud, And I had hoped that ere this period closed Thou wouldst have caught me up into thy (rest, Denying not these weather-beaten limbs The meed of saints, the white robe and the (palm. Otake the meaning, Lord: I do not breathe, Not whisper, any murmur of complaint. Pain heap'd ten-hundred-fold, to this, were (still Less burthen, by ten-hundred-fold, to bear, Than were those lead-like tons of sin, that (crush'd My spirit flat before thee. O Lord, Lord, Thou knowest I bore this better at the first, For I was strong and hale of body then; And tho' my teeth, which now are dropt (away, Would chatter with the cold, and all my (beard Was tagg'd with icy fringes in the moon, I drown'd the whoopings of the owl with (sound Of pious hymns and psalms, and sometimes (saw An angel stand and watch me, as I sang. Now am I feeble grown: my end draws nigh; I hope my end draws nigh: half deaf I am, So that 1 scarce can hear the people hum About the column's base, and almost blind, And scarce can recognise the fields I know; And both my thighs are rotted with the dew; Yet cease I not to clamour and to cry, While my stiff spine can hold my weary head, Till all my limbs drop piecemeal from the (stone, Have mercy, mercy: take away my sin. O Jesus, if thou wilt not save my soul, Who may be saved? who is it may be saved? Who may be made a saint, if I fail here? Show me the man hath suffer'd more than I. For did not all thy martyrs die one death? For either they were stoned, or crucified, Or burn'd in fire, or boil'd in oil, or sawn In twain beneath the ribs; but I die here To-day, and whole years long, a life of death. Bear witness, if I could have found a way (And heedfully I sifted all my thought) More slowly-painful to subdue this home Of sin, my flesh, which I despise and hate, I had not stinted practice, O my God. For not alone this pilar-punishment, Twisted as tight as I could knot the noose; I bore, whereof, O God, thou knowest all. Three winters, that my soul might grow (to thee, I lived up there on yonder mountain side. My right leg chain'd into the crag, 1 lay Pent in a roofless close of ragged stones"; Inswathed sometimes in wandering mist (and twice Black'd with thy branding thunder, and (sometimes Sucking the damps for drink, and eating not Except the spare chance-gift of those that (came To touch my body and be heal'd, and live: Knowest alone whether this was or no. Then that I might be more alone with thee Twenty by measure; last of all, I grew I think that I have borne as much as this- And yet I know not well, For that the evil ones come here, and say, Fall down,O Simeon: thou hast suffer'd long For ages and for ages!" then they prate Of penances I cannot have gone thro', Perplexing me with lies; and oft I fall, Maybe for months, in such blind lethargies, That Heaven,and Earth,and Time are choked. But yet. Bethink thee, Lord, while thou and all the (saints Enjoy themselves in heaven, and men on (earth House in the shade of comfortable roofs, Sit with their wives by fires, eat wholesome (food, And wear warm clothes, and even beasts (have stalls, I, 'tween the spring and downfall of the (light, Bow down one thousand and two hundred (times, To Christ, the Virgin Mother, and the Saints: Or in the night, after a little sleep, I wake: the chill stars sparkle; I am wet With drenching dews,or stiff with crackling (frost. I wear an undress'd goatskin on my back: O Lord, thou knowest what a man I am; They think that I am somewhat. What am I? The silly people take me for a saint, And bring me offerings of fruit and flowers: And I, in truth(thou wilt bear witness here) Have all in all endured as much, and more than many just and holy men, whose names Are register'd and calendar'd for saints. Good people, you do ill to kneel to me. What is it I can have done to merit this? am a sinner viler than you all. t may be I have wrought some miracles, and cured some halt and maim'd; but what (of that? t may be, no one, even among the saints, fay match his pains with mine; but what (of that? et do not rise; for you may look on me, nd in your looking you may kneel to God. peak! is there any of you halt or maim'd? think you know I have some power with (Heaven rom my long penance: let him speak his (wish. es,I can heal him.Power goes forth from me. hey say that they are heal'd. Ah,hark! they (shout St. Simeon Stylites." Why, if so, od reaps a harvest in me. O my soul, od reaps a harvest in thee. If this be, Can I work miracles and not be saved? This is not told of any. They were saints. t cannot be but that I shall be saved; ea, crown'd a saint. They shout,,,Behold (a saint!" nd lower voices saint me from above. ourage, St. Simeon! This dull chrysalis racks into shining wings, and hope ere (death reads more and more and more, that God (hath now ponged and made blank of crimeful record (all y mortal archives. O my sons, my sons, I, Simeon of the pillar, by surname In bed like monstrous apes they crush'd my (chest : They flapp'd my light out as I read: I saw Their faces grow between me and my book; With colt-like whinny and with hoggish (whine They burst my prayer. Yet this way was left, And by this way I 'scaped them. Mortify Your flesh, like me, with scourges and with (thorns; Smite,shrink not,spare not. If it may be, fast Whole Lents, and pray. I hardly, with slow (steps, With slow, faint steps, and much exceeding (pain, Have scrambled past those pits of fire, that (still Sing in mine ears. But yield not me the (praise: God only thro' his bounty hath thought fit, Among the powers and princes of this world, To make me an example to mankind, Which few can reach to. Yet I do not say But that a time may come-yea, even now, Now, now, his footsteps smite the threshold (stairs Of life I say, that time is at the doors When you may worship me without re(proach; For I will leave my relics in your land, In passing, with a grosser film made thick A flash of light. Is that the angel there That holds a crown? Come, blessed brother, (come. I know thy glittering face. I waited long: My brows are ready. What! deny it now? Nay, draw, draw, draw nigh. So I clutch it. (Christ! "Tis gone: 'tis here again; the crown! the (crown! So now 'tis fitted on and grows to me, Ah! let me not be fool'd, sweet saints: I trust That I am whole, and clean, and meet for (Heaven. Speak, if there be a priest, a man of God, Among you there, and let him presently Approach, and lean a ladder on the shaft, And climbing up into my airy home, Deliver me the blessed sacrament; For by the warning of the Holy Ghost, I prophesy that I shall die to-night, A quarter before twelve. But thou, O Lord, Aid all this foolish people; let them take Example, pattern: lead them to thy light. THE TALKING OAK. ONCE more the gate behind me falls; For when my passion first began, The love, that makes me thrice a man, To yonder oak within the field And answer'd with a voice. A babbler in the land. Say thou, whereon I carved her name, As fair as my Olivia, came To rest beneath thy boughs. The good old Summers, year by year ,,Old Summers, when the monk was fat, And turn'd the cowls adrift: To chase the deer at five; ,,And all that from the town would stroll, "The slight she-slips of loyal blood, ,,And I have shadow'd many a group And shrill'd his tinsel shaft. "I swear (and else may insects prick This girl, for whom your heart is sick, |