Chafferings and chatterings at the mar. ket-cross, Rejoice, small man, in this small world of mine, Yea, even in their hens and in their eggsO brother, saving this Sir Galahad, Came ye on none but phantoms in your quest, No man, no woman?' see. Down on the waste, and straight beyond the star I saw the spiritual city and all her spires And gateways in a glory like one pearl No larger, tho' the goal of all the saints – Strike from the sea; and from the star there shot A rose-red sparkle to the city, and there Dwelt, and I knew it was the Holy Grail, Which never eyes on earth again shall Then fell the floods of heaven drowning the deep. And how my feet recrost the deathful ridge No memory in me lives; but that I touch'd The chapel-doors at dawn I know; and thence Taking my war-horse from the holy man, Glad that no phantom vext me more, return'd To whence I came, the gate of Arthur's wars.' And meagre, and the vision had not come; And then I chanced upon a goodly town With one great dwelling in the middle of it; Thither I made, and there was I disarm'd By maidens each as fair as any fower : But when they led me into hall, behold, The Princess of that castle was the one, Brother, and that one only, who had ever Made my heart leap; for when I moved of old A slender page about her father's hall, And she a slender maiden, all my heart Went after her with longing: yet we twain Had never kiss'd a kiss, or vow'd a vow. And now I came upon her once again, And one had wedded her, and he was dead, And all his land and wealth and state were hers. And while I tarried, every day she set A banquet richer than the day before By me; for all her longing and her will Was toward me as of old; till one fair morn, I walking to and fro beside a stream That flash'd across her orchard under. neath me. Her castle-walls, she stole upon my walk, And calling me the greatest of all knights, Embraced me, and so kiss'd me the first time, And gave herself and all her wealth to Then I remember'd Arthur's warning word, That most of us would follow wandering fires, And the Quest faded in my heart. Anon, The heads of all her people drew to me, With supplication both of knees and tongue : “ We have heard of thee: thou art our greatest knight, Our Lady says it, and we well believe: Wed thou our Lady, and rule over us, And thou shalt be as Arthur in our land.” O me, my brother! but one night my Ah, blessed Lord, I speak too earthly. wise, Seeing I never stray'd beyond the cell, But live like an old badger in his earth, With earth about him everywhere, despite All fast and penance. Saw ye none be side, None of your knights?' • Yea so,' said Percivale: • One night my pathway swerving east, I saw The pelican on the casque of our Sir Bors All in the middle of the rising moon: And toward him spurr’d, and hail'd him, and he me, And each made joy of either; then he ask'd, “ Where is he? hast thou seen him Lancelot? - Once," Said good Sir Bors," he dash'd across - mad, And maddening what he rode: and when I cried, • Ridest thou then so hotly on a quest So holy,' Lancelot shouted, “Stay me not! I have been the sluggard, and I ride apace, For now there is a lion in the way.' So vanish'd.” VOW me “Then Sir Bors had ridden on Softly, and sorrowing for our Lancelot, Because his former madness, once the talk And scandal of our table, had return'd; For Lancelot's kith and kin so worship him That ill to him is ill to them; to Bors Beyond the rest: he well had been con tent Not to have seen, so Lancelot might The Holy Cup of healing; and, indeed. Being so clouded with his grief and love, Small heart was his after the Holy Quest : If God would send the vision, well: if not, The Quest and he were in the hands of Heaven. My cold heart with a friend: but ( the pity To find thine own first love once more — to hold, Hold her a wealthy bride within thine arms, Or all but hold, and then cast her aside, Foregoing all her sweetness, like a weed. For we that want the warmth of double life, We that are plagued with dreams of something sweet Beyond all sweetness in a life so rich, have seen, * And then, with small adventure met, Sir Bors Rode to the lonest tract of all the realm, To whom the inonk: 'And I remember now That pelican on the casque: Sir Bors it he, was Whereby the blood beats, and the blossom blows, And the sea rolls, and all the world is warm’d?" And when his answer chafed them, the rough crowd, Hearing he had a difference with their priests, Seized him, and bound and plunged him into a cell Of great piled stones; and lying bounden there In darkness thro' innumerable hours He heard the hollow-ringing heavens sweep Over him till by miracle — what else? Heavy as it was, a great stone slipt and fell, Such as no wind could move: and thro' Who spake so low and sadly at our board; And mighty reverent at our grace was he: A square-set man and honest; and his eyes, An out-door sign of all the warmth within, Smiled with his lips — a smile beneath a cloud, But heaven had meant it for a sunny one: Ay, ay, Sir Bors, who else? But when ye reach'd The city, found ye all your knights re turn'd, Or was there sooth in Arthur's prophecy, Tell me, and what said each, and what the King?' the gap Glimmer'd the streaming scud: then came a night Still as the day was loud; and thro' the gap The seven clear stars of Arthur's Table Round For, brother, so one night, because they roll Thro’ such a round in heaven, we named the stars, Rejoicing in ourselves and in our King And these, like bright eyes of familiar friends, In on him shone: “And then to me, to me,” Said good Sir Bors, “beyond all hopes of mine, Then answer'd Percivale : 'And that can I, Brother, and truly; since the living words Of so great men as Lancelot and our King Pass not from door to door and out again, But sit within the house. O, when we reach'd The city, our horses stumbling as they trode On heaps of ruin, hornless unicorns, Crack'd basilisks, and splinter'd cocka trices, And shatter'd talbots, which had left the stones Raw, that they fell from, brought us to the hall. That * And there sat Arthur on the daïs throne, And those that had gone out upon the Quest, Wasted and worn, and but a tithe of them, And those that had not, stood before the King, Who, when he saw me, rose, and bade me hail, Saying, “ A welfare in thine eye reproves Our fear of some disastrous chance for thee On hill, or plain, at sea, or flooding ford. So fierce a gale made havoc here of late Among the strange devices of our kings; Yea, shook this newer, stronger hall of ours, And from the statue Merlin moulded for • He ceased; and Arthur turn'd to whom at first He saw not, for Sir Bors, on entering, push'd Athwart the throng to Lancelot, caught his hand, Held it, and there, half-hidden by him, stood, Until the King espied him, saying to him, • Hail, Bors! if ever loyal man and true Could see it, thou hast seen the Grail;" and Bors, “Ask me not, for I may not speak of it: I saw it;" and the tears were in his eyes. * Then there remain'd but Lancelot, for the rest Spake but of sundry perils in the storm; Perhaps, like him of Cana in Holy Writ, Our Arthur kept his best until the last; “Thou, too, my Lancelot," ask'd the King, friend, Our mightiest, hath this Quest avail'd for thee? us Half-wrench'd a golden wing; but now the Quest, This vision — hast thou seen the Holy Cup, That Joseph brought of old to Glaston bury?” with a groan; Were Hall So when I told him all thyself hast heard, Ambrosius, and my fresh but fixt resolve To pass away into the quiet life, He answer'd not, but, sharply turning, ask'd Of Gawain, “Gawain, was this Quest for thee?" Nay, lord,” said Gawain, “not for such as I. Therefore I communed with a saintly man, Who made me sure the Quest was not ““Our mightiest ! ” answer'd Lancelot, "O King!” -- and when he paused, me thought I spied A dying fire of madness in his eyes — "O King, my friend, if friend of thine I be, Happier are those that welter in their sin, Swine in the mud, that cannot see for slime, Slime of the ditch : but in me lived a sin So strange, of such a kind, that all of pure; Noble, and knightly in me twined and clung Round that one sin, until the wholesome flower And poisonous grew together, each as each, Not to be pluck'd asunder; and when thy knights Sware, I sware with them only in the hope That could I touch or see the Holy Grail They might be pluck’l asunder. Then I spake To one most holy saint, who wept and said, for me; For I was much awearied of the Quest : gale this, My twelvemonth and a day were pleasant to me." That save they could be pluck'd asunder, all My quest were but in vain; to whom I vow'd That I would work according as he will’d. And forth I went, and while I yearn'd and strove To tear the twain asunder in my heart, My madness came upon me as of old, And whipt me into waste fields far away; There was I beaten down by little men, Mean knights, to whom the moving of my sword And shadow of my spear had been enow To scare them from me once; and then I came All in my folly to the naked shore, Wide flats, where nothing but coarse grasses grew; But such a blast, my King, began to blow, So loud a blast along the shore and sea, Ye could not hear the waters for the blast, Tho' heapt in mounds and ridges all the Drove like a cataract, and all the sand Swept like a river, and the clouded heavens Were shaken with the motion and the sound. And blackening in the sea-foam sway'd a boat, Half-swallow'd in it, anchor'd with a chain; And in my madness to myself I said, • I will embark and I will lose myself, And in the great sea wash away my sin.' I burst the chain, I sprang into the boat. Seven days I drove along the dreary deep, And with me drove the moon and all the stars; And he wind fell, and on the seventh night I heard the shingle grinding in the surge, And felt the boat shock earth, and look moon sea That kept the entry, and the moon was full. Then from the boat I leapt, and up the stairs. There drew my sword. With sudden faring manes Those two great beasts rose upright like a man, Each gript a shoulder, and I stood between; And, when I would have smitten them, heard a voice, * Doubt not, go forward; if thou doubt, the beasts Will tear thee piecemeal.' Then with violence The sword was dash'd from out my hand, and fell. And up into the sounding hall I past; But nothing in the sounding hall I saw, No bench nor table, painting on the wall Or shield of knight; only the rounded Thro' the tall oriel on the rolling sea. But always in the quiet house I heard, Clear as a lark, hign o'er me as a lark, A sweet voice singing in the topmost tower To the eastward: up I climb'd a thousand step3 With pain : as in a dream I seem'd to climb For ever: at the last I reach'd a door, A light was in the crannies, and I heard, “Glory and joy and honour to our Lord And to the Holy Vessel of the Grail.' Then in my madness I essay'd the door; It gave; and thro' a stormy glare, a heat As from a seventimes-heated furnace, I, Blasted and burnt, and blinded as I was, With such a fierceness that I swoon'd away O, yet methought I saw the Holy Grail, All pall’l in crimson samite, and around Great angels, awful shapes, and wings and eyes. And but for all my madness and my sin, And then my swooning, I had sworn I ing up, saw Behold, the enchanted towers of Car. That which I saw; but what I saw was veil'a And cover'd; and this Quest was not for bonek, was none me.” |