"For he promised that he would come : His word was given; from earth or heaven, He must keep his word, and must come home. "Go to sleep, my sweet sister Jane; You can slumber, who need not number Hour after hour, in doubt and pain. "I shall sit here awhile, and watch; Listening, hoping, for one hand groping In deep shadow to find the latch." After the dark, and before the light, One lay sleeping; and one sat weeping, Who had watched and wept the weary night. After the night, and before the day, One lay sleeping; and one sat weeping, Watching, weeping for one away. There came a footstep climbing the stair; Shook the door, and in he passed. - Did he enter? In the room centre Stood her husband: the door shut fast. Chilled with the night-dew: so lily-white you Look like a stray lamb from our fold. "O Robin, but you are late: Come and sit near me, sit here and cheer me." (Blue the flame burnt in the grate.) "Lay not down your head on my breast: I cannot hold you, kind wife, nor fold you In the shelter that you love best. "Feel not after my clasping hand : I am but a shadow, come from the meadow Where many lie, but no tree can stand. "We are trees which have shed their leaves : Our heads lie low there, but no tears flow there ; Only I grieve for my wife who grieves. "I could rest if you would not moan Hour after hour; I have no power To shut my ears where I lie alone. "I could rest if you would not cry; But there's no sleeping while you sit weeping, Watching, weeping so bitterly." "Woe 's me! woe's me! for this I have heard. O, night of sorrow! - O, black to-morrow! Is it thus that you keep your word? "O you who used so to shelter me Warm from the least wind,—why, now the east wind Is warmer than you, whom I quake to see. "O my husband of flesh and blood, For whom my mother I left, and brother, And all I had, accounting it good, "What do you do there, underground, In the dark hollow? I'm fain to follow. What do you do there? — what have you found? "What I do there I must not tell; But I have plenty. Kind wife, content ye: "Tender hand hath made our nest; Our fear is ended, our hope is blended With present pleasure, and we have rest." “O, but Robin, I'm fain to come, If your present days are so pleasant ; For my days are so wearisome. "Yet I'll dry my tears for your sake: Why should I tease you, who cannot please you Any more with the pains I take?" MEMORY. I I. NURSED it in my bosom while it lived, I hid it in my heart when it was dead; In joy I sat alone, even so I grieved Alone and nothing said. I shut the door to face the naked truth, I took the perfect balances and weighed; None know the choice I made; I make it still. None know the choice I made and broke my heart, Breaking mine idol: I have braced my will Once, chosen for once my part. I broke it at a blow, I laid it cold, Crushed in my deep heart where it used to live. My heart dies inch by inch; the time grows old, Grows old in which I grieve. II. I have a room whereinto no one enters Save I myself alone: There sits a blessed memory on a throne, There my life centres. While winter comes and goes - O tedious comer! And while its nip-wind blows; While bloom the bloodless lily and warm rose Of lavish summer. If any should force entrance he might see there One buried yet not dead, Before whose face I no more bow my head Or bend my knee there; But often in my worn life's autumn weather I watch there with clear eyes, And think how it will be in Paradise When we 're together. |