While Lucy's feelings for the brave who bled Put all such glorious triumphs from her head.
They both were frugal; Lucy from the fear Of wasting that which want esteems so dear But finds so scarce; her sister from the pain That springs from want, when treated with disdain.
But Jane that glory felt with proud delight, | Young, handsome, sprightly, and with good When England's foes were vanquish'd in address, Not mark'd for folly, error or excess; Yet not entirely from their censure free, Who judge our failings with severity; The very care he took to keep his name Stainless, with some was evidence of shame. Jane heard of this, and she replied: 'Enough; Prove but the facts, and I resist no proof; Nor is my heart so easy as to love The man my judgment bids me not approve.' But yet that heart a secret joy confess'd, To find no slander on the youth would rest; His was, in fact, such conduct, that a maid Might think of marriage, and be not afraid; And she was pleased to find a spirit high, Free from all fear, that spurn'd hypocrisy. 'What fears my sister?' said the partial fair, For Lucy fear'd, 'Why tell me to beware? No smooth deceitful varnish can I find; His is a spirit generous, free, and kind; And all his flaws are seen, all floating in his mind.
Jane borrow'd maxims from a doubting school,
And took for truth the test of ridicule; Lucy saw no such virtue in a jest, Truth was with her of ridicule a test. They loved each other with the warmth of youth,
With ardour, candour, tenderness, and truth; And though their pleasures were not just the same,
Yet both were pleased whenever one became; Nay, each would rather in the act rejoice, That was th' adopted, not the native choice.
Each had a friend, and friends to minds so fond And good are soon united in the bond; Each had a lover; but it seem'd that fate Decreed that these should not approximate. Now Lucy's lover was a prudent swain, And thought, in all things, what would be his gain;
The younger sister first engaged his view, But with her beauty he her spirit knew; Her face he much admired, but, put the case, Said he, I marry, what is then a face? At first it pleases to have drawn the lot; He then forgets it, but his wife does not; Janc too, he judged, would be reserved and nice,
And many lovers had enhanced her price. Thus, thinking much, but hiding what he thought,
The prudent lover Lucy's favour sought, And he succeeded, she was free from art; And his appear'd a gentle guileless heart; Such she respected; true, her sister found His placid face too ruddy and too round, Too cold and inexpressive; such a face Where you could nothing mark'd or manly
But Lucy found him to his mother kind, And saw the Christian meekness of his mind; His voice was soft, his temper mild and sweet, His mind was easy, and his person neat. Jane said he wanted courage; Lucy drew No ill from that, though she believed it too; 'It is religious, Jane, be not severe;' Well, Lucy, then it is religious fear.' Nor could the sister, great as was her love, A man so lifeless and so cool approve.
Jane had a lover, whom a lady's pride Might wish to see attending at her side,
A little boldness in his speech. What then? It is the failing of these generous men. A little vanity, but-O! my dear, They all would show it, were they all sincere. But come, agreed; we'll lend each other eyes To see our favourites, when they wear disguise;
And all those errors that will then be shown Uninfluenced by the workings of our own.'
Thus lived the sisters, far from power removed,
And far from need, both loving and beloved. Thus grew, as myrtles grow; I grieve at heart
That I have pain and sorrow to impart. But so it is, the sweetest herbs that grow In the lone vale, where sweetest waters flow, Ere drops the blossom, or appears the fruit, Feel the vile grub, and perish at the root; And in a quick and premature decay, Breathe the pure fragrance of their life
A town was near, in which the buildings all Were large, but one pre-eminently tall- An huge high house. Without there was an air
Of lavish cost; no littleness was there; But room for servants, horses, whiskies, gigs, And walls for pines and peaches, grapes and figs;
Bright on the sloping glass the sunbeams shone;
And brought the summer of all climates on. Here wealth its prowess to the eye display'd, And here advanced the seasons, there delay'd; Bid the due heat each growing sweet refine, Made the sun's light with grosser fire combine,
And to the Tropic gave the vigour of the Line.
Yet, in the master of this wealth, behold A light vain coxcomb taken from his gold, Whose busy brain was weak, whose boasting heart was cold.
A style of friendship suited to his taste, Brought on, and ripen'd, like his grapes, in haste;
She saw the wants that wealth in vain would hide,
Lucy perceived-but she replied, "why heed Such small defects?-they're very kind indeed!'
O! how he talk'd to that believing town, And all the tricks and littleness of pride: That he would give it riches and renown; On all the wealth would creep the vulgar stain, Cause a canal where treasures were to swim, | And grandeur strove to look itself in vain. And they should owe their opulence to him! In fact, of riches he insured a crop, So they would give him but a seed to drop. As used the alchymist his boasts to make, I give you millions for the mite I take;' The mite they never could again behold, The millions all were Eldorado-gold. By this professing man, the country round Was search'd to see where money could be found.
The thriven farmer, who had lived to spare, Became on object of especial care; He took the frugal tradesman by the hand, And wish'd him joy of what he might com- mand;
And the industrious servant, who had laid His saving by, it was his joy to aid; Large talk, and hints of some productive plan Half named, won all his hearers to a man; Uncertain projects drew them wondering on, And avarice listen'd till distrust was gone. But when to these dear girls he found his way, All easy, artless, innocent were they; When he compell'd his foolish wife to be At once so great, so humble, and so free; Whom others sought, nor always with suc- cess!
But they were both her pride and happiness; And she esteem'd them, but attended still To the vile purpose of her husband's will; And when she fix'd his snares about their mind, Respected those whom she essay'd to blind; Nay with esteem she some compassion gave To the fair victims whom she would not save. The Banker's wealth and kindness were her themes,
His generous plans, his patriotic schemes; What he had done for some, a favourite few, What for his favourites still he meant to do; Not that he always listen'd - which was hard-
To her, when speaking of her great regard For certain friends—but you, as I may say, Are his own choice-I am not jealous-nay! Then came the man himself, and came with speed,
As just from business of importance freed; Or just escaping, came with looks of fire, As if he'd just attain'd his full desire; As if Prosperity and he for life
Were wed, and he was showing off his wife; Pleased to display his influence, and to prove Himself the object of her partial love: Perhaps with this was join'd the latent fear, The time would come when he should not be dear. Jane langh'd at all their visits and parade, And call'd it friendship in an hot-house made;
And kind they were, and ready to produce Their easy friendship, ever fit for use, Friendship that enters into all affairs, And daily wants, and daily gets, repairs. Hence at the cottage of the sisters stood The Banker's steed-he was so very good; Oft through the roads, in weather foul or fair, Their friend's gay carriage bore the gentle pair;
His grapes and nectarines woo'd the Virgins' hand,
His books and roses were at their command; And costly flowers, he took upon him shame That he could purchase what he could not
Lucy was vex'd to have such favours shown, And they returning nothing of their own; Jane smiled, and begg'd her sister to be- lieve,-
We give at least as much as we receive.' Alas! and more; they gave their ears and eyes, His splendor oft-times took them by surprise ; And if in Jane appear'd a meaning smile, She gazed,admired, and paid respect the while; Would she had rested there! Deluded maid, She saw not yet the fatal price she paid; Saw not that wealth, though join'd with folly, grew
In her regard; she smiled, but listen'd too; Nay would be grateful, she would trust her all,
Her funded source,—to him a matter small; Taken for their sole use,and ever at their call: To be improved-he knew not how, indeed, But he had methods-and they must succeed.
This was so good, that Jane, in very pride, To spare him trouble, for a while denied; And Lucy's prudence, though it was alarm'd, Was by the splendor of the Banker charm'd; What was her paltry thousand pounds to him, Who would expend five thousand on a whim? And then the portion of his wife was known; But not that she reserved it for her own. Lucy her lover trusted with the fact, And frankly ask'd, if he approved the act? It promised well, he said; he could not tell How it might end, but sure it promised well; He had himself a trifle in the Bank, And should be sore uneasy if it sank. Jane from her lover had no wish to hide Her deed; but was withheld by maiden pride;
To talk so early- as if one were sure Of being his; she could not that endure. But when the sisters were apart, and when They freely spoke of their affairs and men; They thought with pleasure of the sum improved,
And so presented to the men they loved.
Things now proceeded in a quiet train; No cause appear'd to murmur or complain; The monied man, his ever smiling dame, And their young darlings, in their carriage
Jane's sprightly lover smiled their pomp to
'And let him feel, my sister, — let the woes That he creates be bane to his repose! Let them be felt in his expiring hour, When death brings all his dread, and sin its power:
Then let the busy foe of mortals state The pangs he caused, his own to aggravate! Wretch! when our life was glad, our pro-
With savage hand to sweep them all away! And he must know it-know when he beguiled His easy victims-how the villain smiled! Oh! my dear Lucy, could I see him crave The food denied, a beggar and a slave, To stony hearts he should with tears apply, And Pity's self withhold the struggling sigh; Or, if relenting weakness should extend Th' extorted scrap that justice would not lend, Let it be poison'd by the curses deep Of every wretch whom he compels to weep!' Nay,my sweet sister, if you thought such pain Were his, your pity would awake again; Your generous heart the wretch's grief would feel,
And ate their grapes,with gratitude and glee, But with the freedom there was nothing mean, Humble, or forward, in his freedom seen; His was the frankness of a mind that shows It knows itself, nor fears for what it knows: But Lucy's ever humble friend was awed By the profusion he could not applaud; He seem'd indeed reluctant to partake Of the collation that he could not make; And this was pleasant in the maiden's view,- Was modesty- was moderation too; ThoughJane esteem'd it meanness;and she saw Fear in that prudence, avarice in that awe. But both the lovers now to town are gone, By business one is call'd, by duty one; While rumour rises,- whether false or true The ladies knew not-it was known to few- But fear there was, and on their guardian-But he should feel them hot as fires are felt ;
They who had heard they should their savings lose, Were weeping.swearing,drinking at the news; And still the more they drank, the more they wept,
And swore, and rail'd, and threaten'd, till they slept.
And you would soothe the pangs you could not heal.' 'Oh! never, never,-I would still contrive To keep the slave whom I abhorr'd alive; His tortured mind with horrid fears to fill, Disturb his reason, and misguide his will; Heap coals of fire, to lie like melted lead, Heavy and hot, on his accursed head; Not coals that mercy kindles hearts to melt,
Corroding ever, and through life the same, Strong self-contempt and ever burning shame; Let him so wretched live that he may fly To desperate thoughts,and be resolved to die— And then let death such frightful visions give, That he may dread th' attempt, and beg to live!'
So spake th' indignant maid, when Lucy sigh'd, And, waiting softer times, no more replied.
Barlow was then in town; and there he thought
Of bliss to come, and bargains to be bought ; And was returning homeward-when he found The Bank was broken, and his venture drown'd.
The morning-truth confirm'd the evening-Ah! foolish maid,' he cried, and what wilt
The Bank was broken, and the Banker fled; But left a promise that his friends should have, To the last shilling-what his fortunes gave. The evil tidings reach'd the sister-pair, And one like Sorrow look'd, and one Despair; They from each other turn'd th' afflicting look,
And loth and late the painful silence broke. The odious villain!' Jane in wrath began; In pity Lucy: the unhappy man! When time and reason our affliction heal, How will the author of our sufferings feel?
Say for thy friends and their excesses now? All now is brought completely to an end; What can the spendthrift now afford to spend? Had my advice been-true, I gave consent, The thing was purposed; what could I prevent?
Who will her idle taste for flowers supply,— Who send her grapes and peaches? let her try ;-
There's none will give her,and she cannot buy. Yet would she not be grateful if she knew What to my faith and generous love was due?
Calmly she spoke-'Your prospects, sir, and mine
Are not the same,-their union I decline; Could I believe the hand for which you strove Had yet its value, did you truly love, I had with thanks address'd you, and replied, Wait till your feelings and my own subside, Watch your affections, and, if still they live, What pride denies, my gratitude shall give; Ev'n then, in yielding, I had first believed That I conferr'd the favour, not received. You I releasc-nay, hear me I impart Joy to your soul,—I judge not of your heart. Thinkst thou a being, to whom God has lent A feeling mind, will have her bosom rent By man's reproaches? Sorrow will be thine, For all thy pity prompts thee to resign! Thinkst thou that meekness' self would con- descend
Daily to see the man who took her hand, When she had not a sixpence at command; Could I be sure that such a quiet mind Would be for ever grateful, mild, and kind, I might comply-but how will Bloomer act, When he becomes acquainted with the fact? The loss to him is trifling—but the fall From independence, that to her is all; Now should he marry, 'twill be shame to me To hold myself from my engagement free; And should he not, it will be double grace To stand alone in such a trying case. Come then, my Lucy, to thy faithful heart And humble love I will my views impart ; Will see the grateful tear that softly steals Down the fair face and all thy joy reveals; And when I say it is a blow severe, Then will I add—restrain, my love, the tear, And take this heart, so faithful and so fond, Still bound to thine; and fear not for that bond.' To take the husband when she scorns the He said; and went, with purpose he believed Of generous nature-so is man deceived.
Lucy determined that her lover's eye Should not distress nor supplication spy ; That in her manner he should nothing find, To indicate the weakness of her mind. He saw no eye that wept, no frame that shook,
No fond appeal was made by word or look; Kindness there was, but join'd with some restraint;
And traces of the late event were faint." He look'd for grief deploring, but perceives No outward token that she longer grieves; He had expected for his efforts praise, For he resolved the drooping mind to raise; She would, he judged, be humble, and afraid That he might blame her rashness and upbraid;
And lo! he finds her in a quiet state, Her spirit easy and her air sedate ; As if her loss was not a cause for pain, As if assured that he would make it gain.— Silent awhile, he told the morning-news, And what he judged they might expect to lose; He thought himself, whatever some might boast,
The composition would be small at most; Some shabby matter, she would see no more The tithe of what she held in hand before.
How did her sister feel? and did she think Bloomer was honest,and would never shrink? But why that smile? is loss like yours so light That it can aught like merriment excite? Well, he is rich, we know, and can afford To please his fancy, and to keep his word; To him 'tis nothing; had he now a fear, He must the meanest of his sex appear; Bat the true honour, as I judge the case, la, both to feel the evil, and embrace.' Here Barlow stopp'd, a little vex'd to see No fear or hope, no dread or ecstasy :
Forgive the frankness, and rejoice for life Thou art not burden'd with so poor a wife. Go! and be happy-tell, for the applause Of hearts like thine, we parted, and the cause Give, as it pleases --With a foolish look That a dull school-boy fixes on his book That he resigns, with mingled shame and joy; So Barlow went, confounded like the boy.
Jane, while she wept to think her sister's pain Was thus increased, felt infinite disdain; Bound as she was, and wedded by the ties Of love and hope, that care and craft despise; She could but wonder that a man, whose taste And zeal for money had a Jew disgraced, Should love her sister; yet with this surprise, She felt a little exultation rise; Hers was a lover who had always held This man as base, by generous scorn impell'd; And yet, as one, of whom for Lucy's sake He would a civil distant notice take.
Till, from her spirit's agitation free, She might determine when the day should be. With such facility the partial mind Can the best motives for its favourites find. Of this he spake not, but he stay'd beyond His usual hour; - attentive still and fond ;- The hand yet firmer to the hand he prest, And the eye rested where it loved to rest; Then took he certain freedoms, yet so small That it was prudish so the things to call; Things they were not ‘Describe' that none can do,
They had been nothing had they not been
So Lucy found her; and then first that breast Knew anger's power, and own'd the stranger guest.
And is this love? Ungenerous! Has he too Been mean and abject? Is no being true?' For Lucy judged that,like her prudent swain, Bloomer had talk'd of what a man might gain; She did not think a man on earth was found, A wounded bosom, while it bleeds, to wound ; Thought not that mortal could be so unjust, As to deprive affliction of its trust; Thought not a lover could the hope enjoy, That must the peace, he should promote, destroy;
Thought not, in fact, that in the world were those,
Who, to their tenderest friends, are worse than foes,
Who win the heart, deprive it of its care, Then plant remorse and desolation there. Ah! cruel he, who can that heart deprive Of all that keeps its energy alive; Can see consign'd to shame the trusting fair, And turn confiding fondness to despair; To watch that time-a name is not assign'd For crime so odious, nor shall learning find. Now, from that day has Lucy laid aside Her proper cares, to be her sister's guide, Guard, and protector. At their uncle's farm They past the period of their first alarm, But soon retired, nor was he grieved to learn They made their own affairs their own
I knew not then their worth; and, had I known, Could not the kindness of a friend have shown; For men they dreaded; they a dwelling
And there the children of the village taught ; There, firm and patient, Lucy still depends Upon her efforts, not upon her friends ; She is with persevering strength endued, And can be cheerful-for she will be good.
Led to the theme that he had shunn'd before, He used a language he must use no more-Jane too will strive the daily tasks to share,
For if it answers, there is no more need, And no more trial, should it not succeed.
Then made he that attempt, in which to fail Is shameful, still more shameful to prevail. Then was there lightning in that eye that shed
Its beams upon him,—and his frenzy fled; Abject and trembling at her feet he laid, Despised and scorn'd by the indignant maid, Whose spirits in their agitation rose, Him, and her own weak pity, to oppose: As liquid silver in the tube mounts high, Then shakes and settles as the storm goes by. While yet the lover stay'd, the maid was strong,
But when he fled, she droop'd and felt the
wrongFelt the alarming chill, th' enfeebled breath, Closed the quick eye, and sank in transient death.
That so employment may contend with care; Not power, but will, she shows, and looks
On her small people, who come in and out; And seems of what they need, or she can do, in doubt.
There sits the chubby crew on seats around, While she, all rueful at the sight and sound, Shrinks from the free approaches of the tribe Whom she attempts lamenting to describe, With stains the idlers gather'd in their way, The simple stains of mud,and mould,and clay, And compound of the streets, of what we dare not say;
With hair uncomb'd, grimed face, and piteous look,
Each heavy student takes the odious book, And on the lady casts a glance of fear, Who draws the garment close as he comes
She then for Lucy's mild forbearance tries, And from her pupils turns her brilliant eyes,
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